It has been 2 weeks since I had the Stem Cell/Plasma procedure.
I realize that Dr. Newman said it would take 6 weeks before I see the full results, but life is hard with LS during that time.
Each day is different. My swelling has decreased significantly and I am seeing a reduction in the scar tissue by at least 50% - great news. However, the itching, burning, stinging and not being able to walk without pain after certain activities is still there full force. Some days, I am near tears.
I am not fissure free, cannot sit on hard surfaces and am fighting the urge to crawl in bed.
Matt is home for another 5 days. I am booking my next procedure for November and it will literally drain my donation account.
Right now, I am focusing on finding a job. Matt is also seeking a second job. I have been unemployed from my job (the second one, the other one ended in June) now for exactly two days. I am expecting depression to set in momentarily as working got my mind off things and made us not in the category of "living paycheck to paycheck."
Today is not a good day. My disease is reminding me of its existence about every three seconds.
My hopes are that after the three procedures, I can go at least a day without pain.
I am also feeling lonely as I am a somewhat social person with work, volunteering and friends. Since my procedure, I have been house-bound which is not good :/ I find myself fighting off tears daily. I am trying to be positive, but sometimes it is just plain hard. ~S
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